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There comes a time in some of our lives were we feel that no one listens no one cares. Thats when the dark emotions try to take over, pulling us closer to this thing called depression.  Its one emotion that is very hard to fight. Just when you think you have it whipped it reaches in and grabs hold again. I myself fight it constantly. At those times, I reach for pen and paper pouring out what I feel in words. Be it about love, loss, or even my own stupidity.  I am honest and open. Too open I have been told by some. Yet, its what I feel and the words flow forth. Am I a famous writer? No, but I do love writing. Here within my websites I am heard. People care and I feel in some small way I do help. My advice to those that feel no one listens.. Write. Write what your heart tells you. Dont worry if its not poetry or stories. It doesnt even have to be perfect. It only has to be what you and you alone feel. So what if you write it down then throw it away its yours right. As you wonder thru my writings you will see.. I am not a Pulitzer prizewinner. Nor am I perfect I am simply me.. Within my sites I am searching for answers to questions that perhaps there are no true answers too. As you read you will see I too have been lost.. *wink* maybe one day I will find my self..   Please enjoy my sites..  Marie

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Its been many years since I started my first site. I have been changing thru out them all. The one thing I have learned is to be myself. Even if some do not like the me I have become. I used to fear not being liked. I had at times covered my real feelings so I was liked by everyone. It took one really large step in my life to realize those that really care for you will except you as you are... That step was an awaking for me. One I will remember for years to come... Thank you to the person that took my hand and helped me to walk forward...
5/17/05

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